What My Tumor Taught Me About Life and Purpose

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By Baeth Davis
The Palm Pilot for the Soul of Your Business™
and Your Love & Money On Purpose Mentor!

From my fingerprints, formed in utero between the 14th and 16th week and which do not change for this lifetime, my Life School is the School of Love. (The other three schools are Peace, Wisdom and Service.)

As a student in the School of Love, I am learning to love myself unconditionally. It is a sometimes rigorous discipline, requiring forgiveness of self and others and the ability to express what I feel, regardless of the expectations of others. The `rigor’ is remembering to be kind on myself, to trust the process and to know that forgiveness of others has nothing to do with the ‘others’ – it is about letting go of the past so I can be in the present.

In the last issue, I shared about my “c” diagnosis. Let’s call it an “imbalance.” To heal any imbalance, the body must come into present time. Heavy focus on the past or worries about the future (not the same as visioning your future), adds literal energetic weight to your precious system, weighing it down and depressing the immune system. If you add to this high stress, traumatic events (past and present), a poor diet, lack of exercise, a lack of deep breathing or any combination of the above, your cells don’t get enough oxygen. Oxygen equals love.

Lack of oxygen love causes cells to deform. Getting more oxygen to the cells heals the body of every ailment you can imagine. All physical disease has its roots in a lack of oxygen and proper nutrition as well as emotional and mental toxicity. If you are exposed to a chemical carcinogen, this also depletes your ability to process oxygen in your blood.

After my diagnosis, I made the decision on Valentine’s Day, February 2013, to release ALL FEAR. Fear compromises your ability to heal. Most people, upon receiving a `serious’ (read: `heavy’) diagnosis, spiral into fear. They then get pressure from their doctors and sometimes their families to embark on terrifying and often damaging `treatment’ protocols, that if they don’t kill the patient, only extend the life long enough for some other nasty ailment to befall this already vulnerable and scared soul.

In asking the tumor what it wanted to show me, this is what it told me. Also, people in my every day existence helped fill in the blanks as well. The tumor speaks as `we’ from my higher guidance team:

1. You were ignoring the mental and emotional cues to make certain changes in your life and to deepen your spiritual practice. We had to get your attention somehow. We were successful. Yay!
2. We were filling the hole in your chest that was created by you giving away energy that actually belonged to you. We filled in the spot where you ought to be loving your Self. As you over-gave out of fear, obligation, and your School of Love core fear: `loss of love,’ your milk duct cells overgrew in an attempt to create a barrier to this energetic rape that you allowed and even fostered.
3. This healing opportunity transcends the personal. It is not a punishment and it’s not due to negative thinking or negative deeds. While there are personal realizations to be had in this experience, we knew that if you did not have a `serious enough’ diagnosis, you would have not gone down the rabbit hole of `healing’ to discover major truths that exist for humanity.

You would not have met the incredible shamans, teachers and healers you have met. You would not have found easy answers to complex and maddening world-scale problems.

This healing information and wisdom is a part of the next phase of your Life Purpose.

Without a personal involvement, it is unlikely you would been motivated to:

1. Slow down enough and clear your schedule sufficiently to LISTEN to your inner guidance.
2. Stop drinking alcohol (read: red wine) to discover the clarity you are capable of.
3. Severely limit caffeine intake to give your stomach a rest from the acid it creates.
4. Stop eating refined sugar because it feeds cancer cells and is energetic garbage to the physical system.
5. Engage in a diet primarily of raw fruits and vegetables.
6. Buy a VitaMix and start making Swiss chard, beet, carrot, ginger, turmeric, etc. smoothies, vegetable soups and fruit concoctions filled with sunlight and anti-oxidants.
7. Start taking Pilates and building your bones and muscle mass.
8. Discover that your tumor was influenced by an underlying neck injury you sustained at around two years of age when you fell off the kitchen counter you had climbed onto. This injury blocked the meridians crossing through your right breast and also affected your small intestine, leading to an overgrowth of cytomegalovirus, Epstein-Barr virus and HHV 6. These viruses – carried by over 40% of the world’s population – are not a problem unless your immune system is compromised. Then they weaken the liver and the whole immune system has trouble flushing out toxins. Identifying the viral load and taking steps to correct it likely would not have occurred had we – the `tumor’ – not presented ourselves for you to dive deep, deep, deep into healing your body, mind and soul.
9. Start taking supplements as prescribed by your naturopathic doctors to heal the essential oil, trace mineral, enzyme and vitamin deficiencies in your body (as indicated by the nutritional, viral and hormonal blood tests you received).
10. Receive ozone injections to fill your body with liquid sunlight. Ozone reverses ALL diseases. It `cures’ cancer, AIDS, HIV… basically everything. Research was done on this – in the US! – in the early `90s. However, Big Pharma can’t patent it, so you have to find someone by word of mouth to deliver it to you or fly to Europe or Mexico. You can read up on it here. There are people in the US who offer it legally. Contact our offices and we’ll get you their info.
11. Do your research! You discovered the `Bermuda Triangle’ of FDA-approved medical school doctors, Big Pharma and the insurance companies. Most people who have chemo and radiation die within five years of subsequent cancers caused by the first `treatment.’ 14,500,000 people a YEAR die in the US alone – not from cancer – from the chemo and radiation. Your chances of survival are 4 TIMES greater if you did nothing than underwent traditional treatment. This thrills the insurance companies – for then there is no lawsuit when the patient dies. (Most die who take lethal chemicals intravenously – chemo is like putting bleach or pipe cleaner into your blood. Why would you do that? Because some doctor, who attended a medical school `authorized’ by the FDA and funded by Big Pharma says so? It’s not the doctors’ fault. They just don’t know. THINK FOR YOURSELF if you have a `serious’ diagnosis.) An oncologist and a breast surgeon told you that chemo has a 3% to 6% effect on breast cancer. You heard it yourself. They were going to give it to you anyway if you hadn’t done your research and told them `no.’ Anyone you know who has undergone chemo and radiation is lucky to be alive – and has probably had another bout with `c’ if it didn’t kill them. Start researching this and you won’t believe the depths of evil. This is evil. And this is how evil operates. Evil wants two things: unstopped power and cash. That’s it. “When things don’t make sense, follow the money trail.” `C’ is a 500-BILLION dollar a year worldwide `industry.’ The powers that profit from your poisoning and subsequent death don’t intend to clue you into something as simple as ozone therapy. People don’t die from `c’ in Europe at the rates people do here. There are other reasons for this that are even more gruesome. Do your research.
12. Discover that `c’ is not a disease but a healing response! (More on this in a minute.)
13. Trust nothing but your inner guidance. It is easy to know who to associate with and who to avoid when you listen within.
14. Understand that your capacity to see the darkness and evil in the world widens your capacity to bring healing and light to others. If you can’t see your own darkness, you can’t heal the darkness in the world. You are now at peace with your own darkness. It’s there and you own it. It is a choice to employ it or not – as it is for all humans. You have a choice. When you feel fear, you are being tempted by darkness.
15. Refuse to make choices from fear. Choices made from fear lead to troubling outcomes and more fear.
16. Forgive everyone and everything. See that everyone is an angel to help you further your Life Purpose expression and creation.
17. Live a life of devotion. Your full time occupation now is to love Father God and Mother Earth. We instruct you to engage in daily meditation, prayer and movement.
18. Be of service to humanity at levels you didn’t think you were capable of.
19. Know that with Divine inspiration, rather than ego willfulness, all things truly are possible.
20. Discover that all human beings have made contracts before birth to have the experiences they are having and to play certain roles in your life and the lives of others.
21. Understand that all humans, all animals, all plants, all substance is animated by Father God and Mother Earth. All of life is alive and has consciousness.
22. Help others see through illusions and make empowered choices for themselves and their families and communities.
23. Relax. Relax. Relax.

I mentioned above that `c’ is not a disease but a healing response. This understanding removed the fear around my healing journey. The work of Dr. Hamer revealed this truth to me. Some years ago, his son, Dirk, was shot and killed. Dr. Hamer developed cancer in his body shortly thereafter. He realized there must be a connection between the trauma of losing his son and his cancer.

He subsequently studied 31,000 cancer patients and discovered what he calls the “Iron Rule of Cancer.” Every single patient had a traumatic life event they would term `the worst thing that’s ever happened to me’ and then developed cancer either during the conflict or within six months to two years of the traumatic event.

The cancer is a natural response of the body to overgrow cells in the body area related to where the trauma stores in the brain.

Dr. Hamer did brain scans of thousands of patients. Every single one of these scans showed a brain lesion shaped like oak tree rings in the part of the brain connected to the area where the cancer presented. He then created a chart linking different types of traumatic events or `conflicts’ to one of the three brain areas: brain stem, middle brain and frontal cortex. Each part of the brain handles different types of conflicts.

Conflict shocks caused the lesions to appear in the brain. Some cancers spread rapidly during an active conflict and other types of cancer appear after the conflict is resolved or on its way to being resolved.

Dr. Hamer developed a psychological healing protocol that psychologists around the world now use with patients to help them resolve their shock conflicts. When the conflicts resolve, the cancer dissolves. Indications that the person is healing is that they require a lot of sleep and may not want to get out of bed for a time, their hunger returns, and their body is quite warm.

My tumor presented in my right breast three months after separating from my husband. In Dr. Hamer’s chart, right breast issues are `separation from father, sibling or partner’ conflict shocks! [NOTE: This is true for a right handed woman like myself. Dr. Hamer's indicators differ based upon your handedness. It's referred to as 'laterality.' So be sure to work with a trained German New Medicine practitioner. Do NOT use this article as a prescription. Thank you!]

This type of tumor also indicates that I was already healing the issue by leaving the marriage. The size of the tumor indicated that the conflict started when I was 14 when my parents divorced and my father left our family in the same manner as my ex-husband. This, as it turns out for me, was a 28-year conflict. Dr. Hamer found that the conflicts can start many years before a tumor shows up and tend to run in 7-year cycles.

I am currently working with one of Dr. Hamer’s Canadian protégés by phone as well as local therapist to heal the emotional issues the tumor represented. You can read more about his phenomenal, paradigm-changing work here. (Due to the undisputed 100% accuracy of Dr. Hamer’s findings, he was stripped of his medical license and barred from practicing medicine in Germany. He now lives and practices medicine in Spain.)

It is not my place to tell people what to do when it comes to life-altering illness and challenges. However, I’m going share my opinion. If you have `c,’ I do implore you, whatever you do, to avoid chemo and radiation. Tumors also rarely need to be operated on unless they are going to be expelled from the body, leaving a nasty scar, or if they are life-threatening. Life-threatening tumors are usually pressing on vital organs or arteries and are best removed for obvious reasons. Most tumors just go away.

You may have read about `Good Morning America’ host, Robin Roberts, who required a bone marrow transplant for her recent cancer. Well, well, well. After undergoing traditional cut-burn-poison treatment for her breast cancer some time ago, she now has this cancer. Why? The chemo. Chemo doesn’t help breast cancer as we know and it’s a statistical fact that breast cancer chemo can cause the issues Ms. Roberts is now dealing with in about 5% of survivors (survivors not of cancer – of chemo – please keep this straight in your mind). This trusting woman was probably terrified and raced into traditional treatment for her breast. Do you think they told her, “Well, we’ll lop off your breast but then you might need a bone marrow transplant in five years as this chemo we are going to inject into you is toxic and carcinogenic?” In the US, cancer is treated with CARNIGENS. Radiation – also carcinogenic. How do people not make the connection???

The minute I read about her case, I thought, “Oh, shit. God bless this strong woman. She got cancer from the cancer `treatment.’” And the media is making this about bone marrow donations. Get a grip, America. Stop the madness and stop these reptilians from profiting from your poisoning. You can read about Ms. Robert’s cancer from cancer `treatment’ situation here. She is in my prayers. Please send her your prayers so that her body is filled from the light of our prayers. She is back to work and shining. If only she knew, she might have chosen differently.

And, it won’t surprise you, Robin’s mother had a stroke shortly before Robin’s cancer appeared. Robin has a special, deep bond with her mother and her mother’s illness created a conflict shock for Robin. Robin’s `rapidly spreading breast cancer’ was occurring in the `conflict active’ phase of her emotional trauma about her mother. This kind of cancer appears and then just stops in its tracks when the conflict resolves.

Hey, I could be wrong about all of this. And I could be somewhere along the spectrum of on point. It doesn’t matter. I am student of life and teacher of life to my core. Anything I learn that could help you I am committed to share. Do with it what you will.

I am also passionate and opinionated. If I think something is madness, I will say it. I see the evil and darkness in the world. I don’t need to watch the news every minute to feel it and know it. It doesn’t frighten me because I know its purpose. It is there to help us know the light, the light at the end of the tunnel. Without darkness, light would be meaningless. Earth is the planet of duality, so we can learn our essential natures of masculine and feminine. These energies are the foundation of creation. When they become imbalanced in our bodies and in our cultures, destruction, war, and dis-ease ensue.

Death, sooner or later, is inevitable; it’s part of the cycle. The question is: How are you choosing to live your life and influence your death? You have so much power.

I don’t fear death. Here or `there’ is a beautiful journey. My quest is the quest for truth and I will not be cowed by profit-mongering despots posing as `healers’ or influenced by terrified patients who question me, “What if it doesn’t work?” What if what doesn’t work?! We already know chemo and radiation do not work. They kill. Therefore, another way must be opened.

The greatest gift of this healing journey is surrendering 100% to my inner guidance without hesitation. To know that only I know what is best for me and only you know what’s best for you. I want to help you trust what you know beyond your fear and your ambivalence.

YOU DO KNOW what to do with your life. DO IT NOW.

I love you. I bless you. Keep shining your light. Take a stand against darkness. Help the weak and live with joy in your heart. Discover, know and live your Life Purpose. It’s all that matters. You serving what you love IS how you serve Father God and Mother Earth. May you serve all your days and sleep with peace in your heart all your nights.

(And if you are curious, the tumor is just melting away. Please keep sending all that green/gold light. I feel it, honestly I do and it’s amazing. Thank YOU.)

Until we meet again, remember, it’s YOUR purpose – in YOUR hands!

Baeth